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Fede
HERE I AM GOD
Started this discussion. Last reply by David Velasquez Sep 22, 2011. 4 Replies 0 Likes
Dear hevenly father,please forgive me for my sins and thank you for everthing your doing in my life. i love you so much and i prasie your name! but lord my heart is weary and tired. but i come to…Continue
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Fede
Profile Information
- Gender
- Female
- Country (not County)
- united states
- Occupation:
- full time student
- I'm here to...
- learn more about god and share my testimony an maby help people or hear some encourageing words
- Interests:
- i love being a mother and serving God. im very family orientnted.
- I'm passionate about...
- im passionate about life. i want to see and do everything. but my greatest joy in life is being a mother. through gods love and saving grace he blessed me with a beautiful daughter and gave me a purpous to do better
- My story with God
- when i was 11 years old, i turned my life to god and was babtized. however when i got into high school i kinda strayed away from him. it was only getting worse. i was living in north carolina and was only 17 and was enaged to be married to a boy who i had lost my virginity to. needless to say it ended up in heartbreak and i moved here to kentucky to live with my mother. my heart was crushed. i prayed everynight for god to send me someone to love and need me as much as i do them. a few short months later i met a guy and fell in love pretty quick. i thought my prayers had been answerd but i was wrong. mine and his relationship consisted of sex,drugs and partying. he had alot of issues. he was very violent and menatlly abusive. in november of 2009 we were both arrested for underage drinking and thats when i decided to ease up on my partying but however he had already had a serious criminal background and that was my first offense but for him he thought it was funny. in january we broke up. i wont go into details but i thought i needed him and i loved him so much. i would lay in bed for days, drink and do pills by myself ,cut myself and scream out to god to end my life. a little dramatic i know but i guess its one of those "youd have to be there to understand" senarios. . occasionaly he would ask me to hang out. he would pick me up, i would give him money or put gas in his car, we would go to one of his friends house, i would buy the drugs ,we would have sex and take me home the next morning. and he would ignore me until the next time he wanted to "hang out". Febuary 24th 2010 he had asked me for money. a large ammount of money that i didnt have. of course all our conversations were done thru text messageing and this fight lasted several hour. that night,still during our fight, i decided to take a pregnancy test. and it came back positive. i told him i was pregnant and at first he didnt belive me,but that night night he showed up at my house. he promised me we would be a family. we moved into his sisters house,then his mothersand the fighting continued. i moved out of his moms and we both moved into my mothers in april. . he was kicked out of my mothers and now is legally not aloud on the property.i wont go into detail of all the things that have happened because they are very painful to think about and id be here all night listing them all lol. but the remainder of my pregnancy we were on and off. i had my daughter october 9,2010. . after her birth my life changed. god gave me life when i wanted to end mine. my little girl is truly a blessing from god. as the months flew by the tension between me and her father grew. i contuned to raise my emma on my own,always letting him see her when ever he wanted but not letting him pick her up.in march we called it quits for good. the pain i felt then is undescribable.i wanted my family so bad and didnt understand why he was and had done the things he did(done).thats when i tunred my life over to God. i was done doing things my way. her dad stoped coming to see her after we broke up. he still askes every now and then to pick her up but i cant. i fear the safty of this child. a few months ago,that prayer i had prayed when i first came here "please send me someone to love and need me as much as i do them" i relized had been answerd. not in the form of a man but in the form of a perfect beautiful 5pd 8ounce baby girl. my life has completly transformed. im a single mother. im soaber and a full time student. i dont party or even go anywhere but school without my child. im about to get my own home. i learned the fear and love of God thru this child. right now im trying to get soul custody of her. this is the hardest thing ive ever had to do and i am tired. but i know i will win this thru God. because the bible says "we will gain victory through God and he will trample down our enimies" and he has said if i ask anything in jesus's name he will do. so please keep me and emma in your prayers :)
- Other stuff about me:
- I LOVE BEING A MOTHER AND IM SO THANKFUL ANDBLESSED TO BE SERVING THE ONE TRUE GOD
Fede
Fede
forever seek
Posted on October 5, 2011 at 9:10pm 0 Comments 2 Likes
Im still not understanding why all this i have to go through
i do my best to live for you..but i feel im not getting thru
no matter what i will still serve you
after all you gave up your son to die for me..you must love me to
but lord my heart is tired and beyond the point of sore
you promised you'd never let me go through anything i cant endure
i thank you from my heart and soul
and i belive your in control
but lord im just one…
ContinueHere is your proof
Posted on October 4, 2011 at 10:21pm 0 Comments 1 Like
A TRUE STORY
There was a young man who was a freshman at the university of Tenneessee. The young man was a Christain and a firm beliver in God. However he was afraid. He was required to take a class that was required for graduation on evolution and he was told by several diffrent students on campus that the proffesor that taught the class was and atheist and spent the entire semester convinceing students that God didnt exist. The young man prayed very hard the night before…
ContinueBREAK THE CURSE THROUGH JESUS CHRIST
Posted on October 2, 2011 at 9:19pm 1 Comment 1 Like
I AM REDEEMED FROM THE CURSE OF THE LAW (GAL 3:13)
I BREAK ALL GENERATLSTRY,WITCHCRAFT, FALIONAL CURSES OF PRIDE,LUST PERVERSION,REBELLION,WHITCHCRAFT,IDOLATRY, POVERTY,REJECTION,FEAR,ADDICTION,DEATH,AND DESTRUCTION IN THE NAME OF JESUS.
I COMMAND ALL GENERATIONAL SPIRITS THAT CAME INTO MY LIFE DURING CONCEPTION IN THE WOMB, AND THRU THE UMBILLICAL CORD TO COME OUT IN THE NAME OF JESUS
I BREAK ALL SPOKEN CURSES AND NEGATIVE WORDS THAT I HAVE SPOKEN OVER MY LIFE IN THE…
Continueforgive me lord
Posted on September 30, 2011 at 6:45pm 1 Comment 0 Likes
Dear Heavenly father,
today did not go as i had planned. Lord i perfectly fine with emma's father getting parenting time with emma as long as he can pass a drug test. However he texted me today and was angry because i made him take a drug test and he failed it. my attorney will not get the results till monday so i still have to let emma go with her grandmother so she can supravize nate.which is fine its only one day. but where my heart stops and i begin to panic is the fact that emma…
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