Prayer Request about Anorexia Temptation

Hi, It's been a while since I've been on here. I've asked
for prayer about my marriage. Please, if it's on your heart to
do so today, say a prayer that our marriage will become strong
and healthy. I've been tempted with an old lifestyle lately- one of
anorexia. I know that the devil is trying to make this look appealing
to me again. This temptation has come and gone, and I've given into it off and on, throughout the years since I was about 12 years old. My mom puts a big focus on thinness, and even in her older age, has lost even more weight. Lately, I've been hearing comments from her and my sisters (who also struggle) about my having gained some weight. I'm by no means fat, but I'm the heaviest I've ever been at almost 130lbs. This doesn't make me feel the best about myself. Any suggestions on how to be healthy in this regard? I've thought about seeing a counselor that focuses on just this, but I'm not one who is full-fledged anorexic, but I am struggling in my mind. Please pray for me. I want to be healthy, but I don't at the same time. There's a root cause for this I'm sure. Please come alongside me in asking our good Lord to make me whole.
Thanks.