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Dear Heavenly father,

today did not go as i had planned. Lord i perfectly fine with emma's father getting parenting time with emma as long as he can pass a drug test. However he texted me today and was angry because i made him take a drug test and he failed it. my attorney will not get the results till monday so i still have to let emma go with her grandmother so she can supravize nate.which is fine its only one day. but where my heart stops and i begin to panic is the fact that emma…

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I had to go to court today after all. Emmas dad will have supravized parenting time 5-8pm wendsday and Thursday. Then 10-7saturdays. He has to take random drug tests and if he dose not pass then he will loose his parenting time.However emmas dads mom is the one supravising. so if he dose not pass the drug tests then his mom is not allowed to let him be present while she's watching emma and if she dose then her parenting rights will be taken from her aswell. I did not want his mother to be The… Continue

Dear heavenly Father,

please for sins. forgive me for my sins and always my life is yours and lord jesus i accept you as my lord and savior now nad for always. lord help me to grow in my faith and turst in you and to raise emma right and live a life thats pleasing to you. lord im so confused. i cant barley think straight... lord today emmas dad texted me. at first he said we can work…

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Tammie Parkin

I was walking around in a supermarket when i saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enoug… Continue

 Its harder than ever to live for God. Theres liquor store and strip clubs on every cornner, no body wants to go to church because its "praise God,amen, heres the offering plate" even though the majority of the crowd is broken,hurt and seeking love and some kind of peace and hope but are all over looked because the church seems to be more important than the people in it. Were supposed to raise our children to know,love,respect and fear God, yet we have to send them to schools where praying…

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Dear hevenly father,

please forgive me for my sins and thank you for everthing your doing in my life. i love you so much and i prasie your name! but lord my heart is weary and tired. but i come to humbly and with love. reighn over my life and help me to love others like u have loved me. lord im scared and nervous. please forgive me. please help me to grow in my faith and in my turst in you. please give me strenth,courgage and peace. lord ive been on my hands and knees every night…

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I never understood the love a mother has for her child until this past year when i became a mother for the first time. Its crazy how God has brought this tiny,beautiful,sweet lil miss diva into my life to bring me closer to him. God has shown me things through my daughter that realy helped me to understand how much God realy loves me. Not just me but all of his children. For example, i have learnt the cries of Emma very well. i know when she's just pouting bc she dosent get her way, and…

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"WHEN THEY BREAK YOUR HEART...I WILL PICK UP THE PIECES"

"WHEN THEY MAKE YOU CRY... I WILL BE YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON"

"WHEN THEY PUSH YOU DOWN... I WILL PICK YOU UP"

"WHEN THEY CRITIZE YOU...I WILL ENCOURAGE YOU"

"WHEN THEY…

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we,ve al heard it a billon times. God loves us. God will will never leave us and he's always there. i belived and was thankful for that. but if i heard one more person say "Gods walking you through this" i was gonna scream. i knneeww he was. but that still left open the hundereds of unanswerd questions, and absoulutey no gaurantee that that God was gonna do what i had been praying soooo hard for. we all wanna know when. we all want that…

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For me, it was hard to belive that out of everyone on earth. after all the billions of people who are going through so much more than i am..how can God have time for me to? it wasnt till after my daughter was born that i understood the "FEAR AND LOVE OF GOD". He knew my heart was crushed. he knew my lonleiness and was there when i cried out "please God just let me die" he knew i was at the end of my rope. that i couldnt take anymore. he knew how angery i was. not only was i angery at my ex…

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