Lord,
I am so full of fear right now. So full of doubt. I just don't know what to do. I am unworthy of you. It seems that I cannot let go of my past. I am hunted. I'm not to sure what to do now. I would like to end it. To give up and allow the darkness to swollow me, so that I won't hurt you anymore with my doubt. I can not go one anymore like this. I dont know what I need. Am I looking at this new life the wrong way. Lord, why do I not think that I am worthy of your forgivness. That my sins are so great. When I read the scriptures I feel at peace and loved and free to worship. When I enter the world outside human world I get lost again in the human life. I'm sorry God, i have dissapointed you again and I dont know how to let go or I wont let go.
Can you help me God. Were do I start? can I be strong? Will you be my strenght. Will you bless me with some peace. I know that I am a sinner and unworthy of someone so great and how bold of me to ask. I need you God more then I need food. I never thought that it would be like this but my wrong choices brought me to my knees, in repentance and forgivness. Will you forgive me God. Help me to not be along but to look for you in all in everything.
Thank you God for this pain these tears this hurt.
Amen
Lina
Tags:
Replies are closed for this discussion.
Welcome to
All About GOD
© 2024 Created by AllAboutGOD.com. Powered by