What God has done!

Hello,

my name is Karin. When I was 13 years old. That's now 10 years ago, I was raped. Since then I had a lot of trouble. I developed an anxiety disorder, depression and multiple personalities. i already had an eating disorder. The one which makes you eat eat eat eat.

I have fought with myself contantly. I wasn't the person I used to be. Or who I should be. I totally lost myself. And got deeper and deeper in my depression. Ik didn't see myself in the mirror. When I was 18 years old, I found God. I thought that my problems were over. Well... it became only worse! Only I had God. I had meaning. I had hope!!!!

Every time i struggled and struggled. One minute i had an awesome time with God. And the other I fell back in darkness.

At one point God spoke to me that I didn't have everything straight with Him. So I put it straight. A week went by. And I felt better! But still depressed. Then... I started to write a lettre to the person who raped me. Not to send it, but just to write it. And after putting all the causes in a row... I had enough of it! I wanted to finish this trouble. I had enough of it!
So the last thing I wanted to do myself.... I did it! I forgave the one who raped me! And i started coughing. I see it as release from evil spirits who held me because of my unforgiveness. Now it couldn't hold anymore.

Now... Im free of the anxiety disorder!
Im free of my multiple personalities!
Im free of my depression!

There are some things left for God to heal... But I know He's working on it. Because the Bible also says: that God finishes what He has started (I'll tell you the verse as soon as I find out where it stands!)

So... Im curious to see how God is gonna free me from the eating disorder. and also my physical issues.

I hope this encourages you as much as it encourages me!

Love Karin