This thought is very hard for me. And I don't know if my desire is something just from me or something God put there. If it was the Lord, I would have hope for my future that the right person would come in His timing. But not knowing makes me wonder if this could just be something I want, but the Lord wants me to remain single. If He chooses for me to be single, I become so sad and that much more lonely. I hope that will not be the case. I wish I knew........
All good things come from above and desiring a spouse is a good thing. Male and Female He created them. Unless you have the gift of abstinence is best we get married. We do not want to burn with passions when there are so many looking for a mate.
I know is not easy to find the perfect one for you. I know the flesh wants to get in the way but the best advice I can give you is the following one:
CONCENTRATE ON BECOMING THE PERFECT CATCH YOUR SELF. CONCENTRATE ON SHINING THE LIGHT OF CHRIST, ON MANIFESTING HIS PRESENCE AND ALL ELSE WILL BE ADDED TO YOU.