Rosie, God loves each and every one of us as if there were only one of us to love. He is always there for you, just as He is always there for me, even though sometimes it doesnt feel like it. I saw in another discussion that you were struggling with sin, please dont feel that because of this God loves you any less, He doesnt. Submit yourself to Him in prayer and be honest and patient, please be assured that we all feel like this sometimes. I will pray for you too.
I am sure you know the words to a famous song sung in Sunday school's all over the world 'Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so', thats doesnt just apply to little children, it applies to all of Gods children, and that includes you.
God loves you more then you will ever know. He created us all and loves us all the same. He cares for you just as much as He cares for His son Jesus Christ. Do not let the devil trick you into believing that God doesn't care or love you as much as anyone else. When you start believing that, you dont feel as though God will hear your prayers and you won't talk to Him as much as he would like you too. He loves the preachers, teachers, drug dealer, and prostitutes all the same. He wants us all delievered from our sins and He loves us enough to see us out of anything that we get or own selves into. Remember, God gave his son Jesus to die for all of our sins, and if it were just you on this earth He would of done it just for you. Be Blessed...
All am encouraging you to do is not to easily loose y'o hopes. God bless you. whenever you happen to see all that kind of life y'o experience, It doesn't mean that it's y'o end. No, God is still in full control of y'o life.
I went through this also.. Thought The bible was wrote for everyone but me, and How in the world could God love ME after all the stuff i had done ? it was not until i truley undestood Gods Grace that i could accept that HE DOES LOVE ME.. when we accept Christ we are his Children -- (Think about when we are in earthly relationships- parents / children- Thats only a small small sense of Gods love for us). I think many times we get it wrong .... WE CA DO NOTHING TO EARN SALVATION EXCEPT ASK- our works DO NOT matter . I thank God for forgiving my past and helping me to understand ho much he loves me.... I had to work through forgiving myself and that was the hardest thing to do.... Keep praying and ask God for guidance in devotions--- maybe study Gods Grace and Love - just a thought ... i will pray for you also :) Ma God bless you so good !