I am a single Christian woman. I have been single all my life, lately it has really been bothering me to the point of depression, and crying spell's. I don't think God wants us to be lonely, but I do believe there are some people who are not in His will for marriage. I am in my early 50's now and am very sad that I have not found someone to spend my life with. It seems this is a married, widowed, or divorced world. No offense but I feel there are not many women who have never been married. I feel out of place when I see other women with children, and husbands. I feel I will never know that happiness. Of course I know no marriage is perfect, no relationship is perfect. But sitting home alone 24/7 is no fun either. The loneliness I feel is on a daily basis, and will not leave me. I can barely stand the day's, and the night's are worse. I have a hard time meeting people, and it seems most Christian men are taken. If it's not meant to be, it's not but how do you live with loneliness?