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I feel like I don't belong anywhere

I really need to ask for your prayers.

I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I'm living in overwhelming sorrow. I feel like a burden to society.

 

It's like I'm something damaged that people would be better off without. I have dealt with low self esteem for a long time so feelings. I just especially need your prayers because it's especially bad tonight. It'd be so nice to see Jesus and get a hug.

 

Honestly I've had problems for a long time. I don't know how much more I can go on like this though. I'd just love to go crawl into a dark corner and cry my eyes out. It's like I'm reaching my breaking point and all the pain I've held in can't be held in anymore. The Lord's been healing me of being bullied but apparently there's much deeper rooted pain. It's like my body and mind know of pain I'm not even aware of. I mean it's like my body and mind know of past pain that I've forgotton but it still effects me.

 

Please pray because I'm numb and I need Jesus to hold me. 

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Permalink Reply by keith hobkirk on August 22, 2013 at 9:44pm
Permalink Reply by Cyndi Murphy on September 10, 2013 at 7:04pm

please pray for my husband, we had some bad news tdy they told us my husband has cancer in the liver and the prognosis they gave this hcc is six month, i am so scared, he has been in this predicament  15 yrs ago with a different prognosis for yr and he surpassed i dont think he make it jsut say a prayer to the lord to give me strength

Permalink Reply by feet breath on August 22, 2013 at 11:22pm

Thank you Keith for your prayers and the sermon.

Thank you Mischelle for your prayers,encourgement and the song. I would love to talk in the group for Women Only. I really appriciate you bringing that up.

Permalink Reply by RoyW on August 23, 2013 at 7:05am

Feetbees,

Jesus is holding you and watching over you. He knows all your pain. You are very special to Him and He will care for you. You are being healed but this is a part of the healing process that just might be a little more difficult. You will come through this just fine. I know He is with you. I pray that you will be strengthened through this and come through this as gold refined in the fire. In Jesus name. 

Permalink Reply by Elaine Tencza PrayerRmModerator on August 23, 2013 at 11:25am
FEETBEES I AM IN AGREEMENT WITH ROY, YOU GOING THROUGH A RUFF TIME BUT
YOU WILL GET THROUGH IT, GOD LOVES YOU AND WILL NOT FORSAKE YOU , AND
SO DO MANY OTHERS LOVE YOU, THIS IS JUDT PART OF YOUR HEALING, YOU ARE
STRONGER THEN YOU THINK, DO NOT EVER GIVE UP ON YOUR SELF, FOR GOD
HAS NOT GIVEN UP ON YOU.
Permalink Reply by feet breath on August 23, 2013 at 1:38pm

Thank you Roy and Elaine.

Permalink Reply by feet breath on August 23, 2013 at 3:07pm

Thank you Chip.

Permalink Reply by feet breath on August 23, 2013 at 3:40pm

Thank you everyone. This sorrow is getting deeper though.

 

I don't think I'm worth it...I feel like crawling into a dark corner to get away from everything. Please keep praying,I need Jesus so much right now.

Permalink Reply by feet breath on August 23, 2013 at 8:19pm

Thank you,Mischelle.

Permalink Reply by feet breath on August 23, 2013 at 10:00pm

Brother,here's some scriptures. I hope they help you and your wife. :)

 

Romans 8:28

 

28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

Psalm 34:18

"18 The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit."

Biblegateway

This song reminds me of the Footprints poem http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YTRD9xPXEo

I'm realizing the bullying was only part of why I've had so much pain. Thank you for praying. I still feel broken but I have hope. 

Permalink Reply by feet breath on September 13, 2013 at 2:55pm

Change the way I think? I'm not sure how to do that.

 

I'm confused. I understand what you mean about before we become a Christian but than get confused agaain. But what about after as well? Than that leads me back to wondering what is wrong with me since I've hurt people ever since I was a child and didn't even mean to. I've been a problem since I was no older than three. It's not like I stopped being a problem for a few years than started up again. From no older than 3 to now...18 years. I've been problematic for atleast 18 years. I don't know if I caused problems before 3 [although I do remember I did have a problem with my hearing at 2. I still can't stand to hear people yelling. I don't know if that problem negativly impacted others though].

 

It's not like I've only been a problem since I was a teen or whatever. I've been a problem ever since I was a child. That's why I wonder what is wrong with me.

 

I know God is there. I can't wait to see Jesus...

Permalink Reply by Cyndi Murphy on September 13, 2013 at 3:29pm

never ever say that,god loves you and he will pull you through, you need to stop beating self up,please dont be your worst enemy, i know thing  get difficult, ask god to help you and let it be him to help you, you are going to drive yourself nuts, leave it go and ask god to help you and he will and he will be there, have the strength and courage ond day at time and i am a good person and i love myself and look in mirror and believe it,  ask god for help he will be there and footprints poem think about he right there reach out to our father like your reaching to us and we have been there encouraging you to stop beating on your self, Stay positive

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