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Permalink Reply by SAUNDRA KNIGHT on July 16, 2012 at 8:30pm

thank you, i would give anything to feel that love,i do pray i truly do, i spend at least 2-3 hours a day reading god';s word, talking to him praising him asking his advice consulting him on everything , and sometimes i just sit and listen for him to speak, no distractions not even radio just me and god and quiet, all i hear is satan telling me god do not hear you, he cares nothing for you if he did, you would be better off than you are, you wouldn't go hungry, you would be able to live a better life if god really loved you, you would not be lonely and alone all the time nobody likes you, that is why you sit by yourself all the time, i do not know what more i can do, i just feel as if i am living in vain, i just weant love so badly.i really appreciate you all thank u so much.

Permalink Reply by God's Helper on July 16, 2012 at 11:08pm

your welcome Saundra keep it up :) satan hates that you are praiseing GOD.  Father dose love you he always will:) Just keep praying and he will come through for you,don't listen to Satan he is the father of lies he is lieing to you.  YOU ARE LOVED BY OUR FATHER don't forget that ever.

Permalink Reply by Tammy on July 17, 2012 at 3:10am

Amen Laura

Permalink Reply by SAUNDRA KNIGHT on July 17, 2012 at 1:35pm

thank u wish it wetre that simple most of the choir members are already married, and people in my church know i am singel and i have talked at length with the pastor and co-pastor, they have a singels ministry but because i am disabled and do not have transportation no one will come pick me up on the nights they have anything honey it has been 12 years god has not convicted anyone yet, i have offered so many times my services open willing hands and open willing heart and i get shoved to the back burner everytime, i have lived here all my life attended school here people know me my situation , all i get is stared at poked fun of and ignored, i met a nice man on the internet we went through the whole process with immigration we complied with everything for 2 years then they sent a letter saying we were approved, then a day later they sent another letter saying we were not approved just bad luck all around , sometimes it is all i can do not to just take these pills and forget everything, all u mentioned i have tried and tried and tried joining this group and that group going to service after service after service bible study, programs all church because thetre are no nice social places for christians and i live in an area that is surrounded by churches a funeral parlor,and a cemetary, we do not even have any restaurants or anything here and with only a wheelchair for transportation my access to anything on the other side of town is limited at best, people here won't even come by call or nothing and if u call them they make sure they hurry and rush u off the phone, i wish sometimes i could just go away but you can not run from your problems, so all i can do is just try to hold on, because the devil is still a liar!! and no weapon formed against me shall prosper, it hurts and i do not understand why i go through so much pain but i refuse to give up, or give in god sees, he knows and i know he cares, and i know he loves even me. thank u so much for trying to encourage me, god bless you.

Permalink Reply by a servant (Chris) on July 17, 2012 at 5:32am

Saundra

    As in my discussion we do not fight against flesh and blood, but against the enemy. YOU ARE NOT THE ENEMY!!  I do have responsible here I must stand on what I am lead to do.  I am not against you.  I know PAIN.  I live with it everyday.  My Prayers are for you NOT against you.  I have to keep in mind all on this group.  I ask for forgiveness if you misunderstood my words.  I accept your forgiveness.  This group is ablot the HOLY SPIRIT and a DEEPER walk.  Please let us keep it on that subject.  Sister I have or carry NO ILL TO YOU.  May GOD Richly Bless and Keep you.  

Permalink Reply by Elaine Tencza PrayerRmModerator on July 18, 2012 at 11:12pm

Saundra, I have been at this ministry a few months already, plus I know you well, please don't apology's these
Discussions really mean no harm to anyone, the people here are all good Christians, everyone just has to respect
Each others feelings, You really don't need forgiveness , you have the right to your opinion just as other do,
You can grow well in this ministry this is a very good ministry, and there are a lot of loving people here for the
Same reason you are, to be close to God and walk in the Spirit.

Permalink Reply by Rita Cullimore on July 19, 2012 at 4:08am

Saundra,

I think that I speak for everyone when I say, "we're good". You have no need to apologize any longer because we all have done or said something offensive to another, and we were forgiven...so, we in turn forgive you. We are here to learn and grow in Christ. Let's continue to do that!

Blessings, Sister....

Rita

Permalink Reply by SAUNDRA KNIGHT on July 19, 2012 at 12:32pm

thank u RITA , i greatly appreciate u and the others who were understanding and did not make me feel i was wrong, many, many abundant blessings.

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