PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO ,WHEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.

I MET A FRIEND ON THE CHRISTIAN SITE HE LIVES FAR FAR FROM ME .

WE TALK ALL THE WHILE ,WE DONT TALK ABOUT ANYTHING RUDE.

HE IS YOUNGER THAN ME BY 13YEARS.

I LOVE TALKING TO HIM, BUT I COME TO RELIZE THAT WHEN WE DONT TALK FOR A DAY I MISS HIM

THE STATE WHERE HE LIVES WE HAVE A TIME DIFFERENCE ,AND I WOULD WAIT UP FOR HIM .

WE WERE TALKING THE OTHER DAY AND IT DRAWN ON ME WHAT WAS HAPPENING AND I TOLD HIM I HAVE TO CUT OFF THE FRIENDSHIP SOON ,SO TO NOT TALK TO HIM I PUT UP BUSY ON MY MESSENGER AND WHEN I SEE HIM ON LINE I DONT TALK TO HIM.

I PUT ALL THIS UP TO TELL OTHERS WE REALY DONT KNOW WHAT IS IN US.

ALL OUR FEELINGS ARE BLOT DOWN AND THE LEASE LITTLE THING IT BURST OPEN.

I SHOULD NOT FEEL THE WAY I DID , BUT I DID?

AND IT SUPRISE ME SO MUCH.

WE REALY HAVE TO BE CAREFULL WITH WHAT WE BELIEVE IN.

WHO WE DEAL WITH .

I NEED SOME ANSWER VERY SOON.

                                                      LUV U ALL