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When I can't seem to go on much longer
Has it ever seemed the weight of the world was on your shoulders? It seems like that for me.
When your flesh is so vicious and unkind in your life. When it shows no mercy.
When Satan sees that you're weak and gives another kick, kicking you when you're down (that's when he's really likely to show up). When he fires vicious attacks.
When sin surounds you. While, even talking about it, the sin is once again comitted.
When life is so overwelming that body, mind and spirit are exhausted.
You want to say something but there's a communication gap between you and the other person/s. And, it's hard to understand what you're saying because there's a communication gap.
When life seems hopeless. Don't give up. Jesus never has on you.
I have the mental/emotional mentality of a child/early teen, I can tell.
I know of a man name Jesus of Nazereth and I want to see Him. He healed the blind and the lepor. He walked on water.
I want to see Him. I want the demons' torment to stop, the sin not be like this...if it be possible maybe He will heal my body. That's up to Him though. I don't care as much about that. I want the demons and sin to leave though.
I want to see Him. He had compassion on the sinners and the sick...the downcasted and defeated.
I'm like the woman with the blood issue trying to get through the crowd. I want to see Him so much...
The one hope I have though is this. That in my future I will get to see Jesus. It helps me to hold on even just a little bit.
I want...well my mom is being spiritually held hostage and so am I...this situation is so complex.
I'm tired of this anxiety. My doubt is plauging me...Lord help me with my unbelief.
I want to see Jesus. In this life where is there a beakon of hope? My hope is in this, that I know I will oneday meet Him on this side of eternity.
I need to listen to the Holy Spirit...it can be hard to know His voice still...He probably seems distant because I'm plauged with sin-sin I want gone...
I'm tired from so much. I just want to lie down and rest in Jesus' arms.
I want to be freed from so much. I've watched horses on t.v. Oh, how I wish to be like them. They're so beautiful and free. They can run and nothing is holding them back.
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Comment by feet breath on May 26, 2012 at 5:29am
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Brother I have a relationship with God it's just...it's like it's broken though.
On a side note, I have to get this off of my chest. :sighs: I just thought I seen some orange cat go on the neighbor's property...thank God it ended up in the backyard. I don't want to be mad at her...How can healing be possible when it's so easily to be reminded? I want thoughts of dead cats, neighbor everything...I want to forget it all. i don't want to hold a grudge, I just want to move on with my life.
Anyways, my heart has hardened... I'm a horrible person. This situation (not referring to the cats, a different situation) isn't even my fault. How could I ever be forgiven...when I think I'll just do it again. How could I be forgiven when I've done so much wrong...according to Hebrews 10:26...
The scary thing is. If the rapture happened today, would I be left behind?
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Comment by ramona Odubena on May 26, 2012 at 3:07am
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Through the Power of God's Grace you are freed
God is Love. He has not moved away. He wants you to have a relationship with you. Trust and abide
Open your heart and be filled with His ever lasting love.
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I pray Jesus' protects you in His blood and gurads you with His angels. For I don't want you to be tormented like I have been for atleast the past 5 in a half years.
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Sister, you're probably innocent when it comes to such demonic garbage...I'm not. It's been troubling me since like the end of 2006/beginning of 2007.
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Ok, please when you have time read the blog. Than think about this afterwards.
1. I've been told not to count on dieing/death. If I count on it than I'm disobeying my parents. I comitt the sin alot...
2.Satan torments me....he places the thoughts of them in my head...I end up being afriad of death.
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Sister, if only it was a "someone" as in a person...
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I'm afraid she'll kill me...and my parents will be the ones to find me. I'm not as scared if there's other people like in public. That way my parents would have people to comfort them...but if they found me at home...
If I was in a church I wouldn't be as scared. I'd be with family, family members, brothers and sisters in Christ.
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Not exactly...sister go back to my old blog "It's more than just the restroom fear..." on May 21st. That's what I'm afraid of. Why's it a sin? Well, my parents have told me not to count on death. Well, I do count on death because of this...
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I'm not afraid that He will harm me...it's something else. I know He doesn't want me hurt. But, the other thing...that's a different story...
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