What I'm truely afraid of

I know I've said I'm afraid of the elder and intimidation. But, I think God has shed light on this situation.

I'm afraid I'm not going to be able to answer them (especially on the deity of Christ). I'll make Christ look bad and I'd be totally humiliated in front of the people for not knowing the right answer.

So, as the truth has/is being revealed I'm not as scared (still a little atleast though).

 pray God sheds more light on this issue and gives me strength through His Holy Spirit....

Praise God! He's giving me more stregnth through His Holy Spirit!

He's opening my eyes...praise Jesus, Baruch HaShem (Praise His Name in hebrew)!

He's brought more life back into me-but what do I do now? I know I need to find out answers to their questions....there's so many arguments/rebuttles and I still may have a little doubt. I don't know if this is a good/bad overwelming I have right now.  They have so many "proof texts". I'm not sure where to start! But Baruch HaShem that He's started something!

What does anyone think?