Struggle~ Sadness~ Pain

Hello all. I haven't been here in soooo long. I almost forgot how to sign in. Life keeps changing for me and I just could use some prayer. Maybe more than just "some" prayer. I have decisions to make and I'm very afraid I'll make the wrong ones. My life in Christ is growing. But my personal life is just out of whack it feels. I don't know which way to turn.