Stagnant

There are certain times in my life where I often feel unfulfilled and unhappy. There are times when I feel like my life is stagnant. At these times I often get frustrated and miserable my whole being is screaming out at me, "anywhere but here". I know that I dont hold the keys to my future, and that it's the Lord who guides my steps. In his hands are all my hopes and dreams. My relationship with him is the key to it all. But sadly to say because of me my relationship with God is up and down. I will never forget the things that the Lord has done for me. Everyday I wake up with praise on my lips for all the things that he has brought me through. I know that if it was not for Him I would'nt even be here. Oh yeah, many times in my life I have thought that I would be better dead. There were many days that I was in such a low place that I asked God why did he even breathe breath into the dust that it took to make me. By his grace, love and mercy I am here. I know that God has something terrific for me, and I dont just mean material things. I know that God has some work for me to do for his Kingdom. I feel