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So the past month has been crazy. So many ups and downs and I have come to the decision to just five up on everything. I mean it sounds like a heartless, cruel thing to do, but I'm sick of being in this situation with no way out and no one I can truly trust. I know in my head that God is there and I can trust Him, I just have the problem of I can't see Him and touch Him so sometimes I forget that He is there and He can hear me. Every decision that I make is wrong and I don't know what else to do. I can't hear God and it just seems like He doesn't want to hear from me because all I do is ask Him to help but I don't offer up anything of myself to Him in return. I just don't know what else to do. I'm just lonely. I mean I live with my kids dad and that may be the reason why my life is so horrible but if I leave then I lose everything my kids my freedom everything and I can't afford to lose my babies. They mean the world to me. They are my reminders that God is still around. I don't know the whole situation is wrong just plain wrong but there is no way out so just shut up and deal with it. That's all I can do.... shut up and deal with it.
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Comment by Lowell E. McKee on April 1, 2010 at 1:51am
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Regardless of the circumstances, it's your choice to believe God or not. He gives you what you need to grow. He knows better than we do. It's not going to be easy. Jesus said:
John 15:18 If the world hates you, you know that it has hated Me before it hated you.
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Comment by Angel Smoot on March 30, 2010 at 7:10pm
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I understand this in my head, but my heart is just like no don't believe it, everyone hurts you so why believe that God cares? I mean I can see that miracles happen to ppl and I know that there is a God. It's just I'm sick of being the nice one that everyone takes advantage of the one who is always polite and nice and the one everyone steps on and talks about. Yes, I admit I made some really bad decisions in my life and I will pay for them, but does that mean that I have to be stuck in this miserable relationship that just keeps getting worse and worse.
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I know what loneliness is, Angel. I know what it is to believe God's not listening.I'm living with it right now.
This scripture is one I memorized & meditate on. It's relevant. Try it.
Romans 5:3-5 And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
Have Faith.
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Comment by David Velasquez on March 30, 2010 at 12:08am
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I love you sis whether you believe it or not, i love you wiht the love that unites us as family in Chirst.
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