pass the test

I  know now it was only a test, in which I did not pass it. I ask my self, how could this be that I missed the mark on this?   I am bashful,  I do not understand why. going back to the work book to study and read up on courage.. Paul instructs us 2 B bold with our faith.  I once made the proclamation, I am an Ambassador for Christ..Well,  when it came time to represent my Savior,, I did not,  and only after the fact that the time was gone, did I realize  that was exactly what I was to do...If we do not accomplish the task God has given us, no doubt He will find someone  else who will... This I am sure of......Never again do I want to look back and ask, how could this be?  I know the time will come once and again that my proclamation will be tested,  and I want to be able to represent my Savior and Creator of all things, in such a way, He  will say Well done,  I want to  be that voice in these later days  without hesitation, bashfulness or fear of what or how some judgy person is going to remember me by..I have but one Judge to worry about, Jesus  So back to the Book to get my bold on,  and get ready for the next test to come, so that I may prove my  proclamation.......Thank U Heavenly Father that U have given me this new spirit  of boldness...The anointing of Christ gives Christians the strength and ability to do all God has called them to do (Phil 4:13).