One...Two Many too Count......

That is exactly what these panic attacks became one..two many too count! The overwhelming fear that that once gripped me has now begun to cripple me. What was once an unfamiliar feeling has now become the dread of my day and the fear of my night!  Which began to take me to an even darker place than before, a place of hopelessness, sadness and a feeling of just being lost? This place of despair, has a name and it's name is depression. After, many times back and forth to the emergency room and from doctor to doctor, I was told that I really need to see a professional. Someone that could help me, by managing these attacks with medication and also help with the depression So, I was referred to a psychiatrist, a psychiatrist that I never met……