My God forgives

I'm so thankful for a forgiving God ,if He wasn't , I would be in a lot of trouble. I have been such a different person since my husband passed away.I felt like someone else entered my body and the woman I knew who loved The Lord ,just up and left.I felt so alone and frightened as to what my future was going to be without the man that had taken care of me for almost 38 yrs.I prayed and prayed for this fear to leave me but satan had other plan's for me and I fell into his trap.I should of known and understood that it wasn't all together that my husband was taking care of me but more of the fact that God was the one I should of been looking up to instead of my husband. I loved The Lord with all my heart but I seemed to think of my husband as my protector.I know now that I was wrong.I still come short of The glory of God but that is why He is there. He loved us enough to send His only Son to die for our sin's .I want to Thank God that He didn't give up on me................Barb