My faith

Right now I am going through trials in my life that I am learning once again how to put my faith and Trust in God. I am trying to do what it takes to keep face and learn to love my self and turn to the lord for his guidance. I am battling trying to save my relationship and family. I am trying to stay focus on the task in hand and let the lord take over all that I hold dear. It has been a roller coaster and I am so dearly trying to keep hope that the person I am in love with will see and know that God brought us together for a reason and not just for a season. I am putting all my faith in God to send show this. I know God has put me in this position for some reason i just need to let go in trying to figure out the reason and let him work his magic. I am turning to the support of a pastor at a church to counsel me to get through all of these hardship of unemployment, relationship problems, and learning once again to have that relationship with God. Pray for me please to have stronger faith please.