Monday's are SO hard

I hate Mondays.  It’s a day that I have to reflect on what happened on August 21, 2011.  That was the day my world was rocked and nothing has been the same since.  On August 21^st, I was arrested.  My husband and I had been fighting and after he called me names, I triggered and I slapped him which resulted in him hitting me, me falling to the ground, breaking dishes out of the open dishwasher and just crumbling.   At my request, my stepson called the police and I was the one that was arrested.  No charges have been made by the DA, thus my call each Monday to the courts to confirm so.  I truly don’t expect charges to be filed but they have up to a year to file, thus another 44 Mondays to call and confirm nothing has been filed until/unless I receive a letter saying they have exonerated me.  I absolutely hate what happened that day and it has resulted me moving out into my own place determined to break the cycle.  It was a moment in time and I really need prayers that I can keep my eyes focused on God, rather than that day. 

Tim and I are working towards the goal of reconciliation and I do know that I just don’t want our marriage to just be ok but rather to truly flourish.  I need prayers that I can look past that day and keep my eyes focused on the plan God has for us.  I know Satan wants to keep me focused on that day rather than the progress I see in our future. 

Lord, I pray the Holy Spirit will intervene and help me get through this day and every Monday.