LORD I LOVE YOU

Lord I love you for who you are.

You do not scold me or put me in a cornor or tell me. I told you so. You at many times have let me go through things. To make me depend on you more. I go to the lowest of Valleys . To have you reaching down and pulling me up to the highest of Mountains. As you know how much I can take. Through trials and tribulations. I know I have witnessed your word to people and have had them to deal with for years. It is one thing to witness but when they are glued to my jean leg or front door. Whom you sent. Or who I have met in witnessing. It was very hard at times. Times. I shouted. Lord let someone else have them. This is very hard for me.

You just let them hang on to me. Then the big miracles happened. They got saved. Now they are teaching Sunday school some of them. All their bad habits of past sin. Gone. You washed away. Those people are now. One like me. Praising the Lord. So I have learned to not ask of things unless I truly know. I have to go the whole nine yards even years. To walk with them in all their ways. To teach them that all things are possible with you Lord. To be their friend in the good and the bad. Pray for them and with them. I was called everything under the sun. A christian thumper. To I dont want to be like you. A goody two shoes. Doors being slammed. I took it all with your help. Thank you Lord. You made me strong when I was weak.

You knew it all Lord. . Yet you never took me away from it. You stood me up on my feet every time and gave me that little gentle push. Go ahead. I am with you. To take the knocks. Ouch! I even said to you one night. I am a Grandmother. I just wanted to witness not be a care taker. One gal. I cleaned her oven and her house. She never knew how to even start. She asked me to show her. To do those household things. Now she is a neat freak. ( Kidding) but close too it. Again it was to be.

I have you Lord when I am sad, happy, concerned for others. In your words you tell us to love one another, to reach out and when you have two coates. Give your sister another of yours. You have taught me that life on earth is not my permant home. I am being lent here. Living on borrowed time. I never know what to-morrow brings. I do not know if I will suffer in life or I will be taken out of life in a Chariot. Matter of speaking. It would be nice. Way up and away.

I know my children my grandchildren are lent also. Everything on earth is yours Lord. All the Lands, the creatures.
In your word. You have explained it all. Now it is for me to learn of thee and accept it. When it comes. Oh I will have tears like you Lord. Shortest verse in the bible. Jesus cried or wept. Someday. One by one. Will have to be with you . To let room for new babes to this earth. it is your plan.

I have learned not to depend on close friend too much. Not to be bonded to them. I mean. I have so learned that. My life has been a lesson for me. You always took my close friends home to be with you. When they became my close friends. At times after. I didnt even want new friends. I was scared. You would take them from me again.Then you taught me again. To be afraid is a sin. Even my family members. I dearly loved. You called them to your Glory. I have cried as I am in my earthly clothes still.


You have told me
I have a spiritual body within once I got saved. A new body in Christ Jesus. Not to dwell of the negativity of things but to think of the things that are spiritual more.To understand why they were taken away my loved ones and think of the good times. I had with all of them. For me to not get hooked on materialist things. So I never miss what you have Lord for me. So I have spiritual eyes to see. Not so much earthly eyes. I cannot see.

To be a friends to those who have nothing , who are ill. Who have needs. One can have all the diamonds on their fingers. Yet have no compassion as you want us to have. Not that it is wrong. You do allow things as you see fit. To have things. Just not for me to put them as my first priority. Just be open to the spirit of things.


So How do I love you Lord. With all my inner. You have given me a heart after you. You said. The things you do I can do. Better things. Wow! What could be better then yours my Lord.

I know your LOVE

Your kind ,tender. reaching out. Wiping tears. You love everyone but not the sin. For it was the sin that you took up on the cross. That I should of realized when you gave me all the sinful people in my life. The unsaved. To love them but not to dwell on their sin. I was looking more to their sin at the time. Not to stop and see. You love unconditonally. I was wanting to be used .Yet being judgemental. Holy Thou. Attitude.

Lord. I have done some unthinkable things as a christian at times myself. Thank you for forgiving me. Of my sinful behavior. That I was aware of. And not aware of. I was so sad when it happend. I have asked for forgiveness.. Plus. I went to the ones. I hurt. I also know it takes time for them to heal as I had too. Of course with your help. So I can still go on with Joy for others.

Now I know when you say. Enough of the honey and milk. Let us move onto the meat of things. Enough of being a babe. You want us to grow up. Be obedient .Put away childish things. Trust in you. Have faith. Keep growing in love with you. Like the first love when I got saved. The Agape love.

I love you Lord.

As you are my Heavenly Father. Every day. You teach me new things in my spirit. The last years. I have reached out to the lonely, the elderly. You taught me to make my hand made cards . To being effective to the purpose. In my sending. In your glory not mine. I have sent them to sick children and children who do not have long to live, the lonely. The very old and fearful. To mothers who loss their babies and children,teens to cancer.To parents who had teens who took their own lives.Those Parents who griefed terribly for that type of death from their teens. Grandparents. Now they are in the presence of you Father. You have given me the right words to say in the cards for comfort. You gave me a dear friend on line.Who has a Christian site. Who I did prayer requests for. Sending words of encouragement out and being there for them. To even phone them. All doors were open for me. I learned all this from you Dear Lord. I love you and I want to be used of you. For your Glory! I know now. When I am being a dooer in the word. I have no time to let the devil in the front door. When he tries to enter even half way. . I shout. Devil. You go right out that back door. Never to enter again. You made be not be scared of the devil. You are right by my side.


Lord I love you. I have put you first in my life. I want to walk in maturity .

Then when my times comes to meet you in Glory Land! I will bow down. Tell you once more. I love You Lord. Thank You. For Salvation.
For my spirit will have gone to you in a flash. When my last breath is finished on this earth.

It is a honour to have you as My Heavenly Father.You are Lord of Lord and King of Kings.

I could never do anything. Without you.


Sunshine.