Let's Reconcile. Forgive me for I have been inconsiderate of friendship building and I would like to be your friend. :)

Hi, My name is Stacey Osana Arquines :)

I am fairly new to this site and I signed up for AAG maybe around mid February. Near the time I was reborn on February 17th 2010 I came into this site asking for Help!!! about fighting the good fight of love because the enemy was scaring everyone on my campus.

I was welcomed by many lovely people like David V., Bev, Lady Humble, the awesome moderators of this site, and many more other wonderful people in Christ :) <3 (thank you all and to all the people I did not mention I apologize but do know that I have nothing but love for you :) <3

I am a fast learner and I catch onto things quite quickly. My mentality is not like many and I am not like many youth my age.

I care a lot about the world and I enjoy human interaction. I cry all the time when I see kids and when I watch movies I get goosebumps like no other lol

Hmm I grew up with a big family and we are more of a tough love kind of family. I am not like my family tho I have always been different and loving.

I used to get jealous of kids who had affectionate parents because my parents showed their love differently they showed love through their actions

At a young age that concept was very difficult for me to understand. I used to think my parents did not love me but then I realized it when I saw it in my mother who struggled how to be affectionate.

She thought that she could just buy me love but I wanted the affectionate kind of love.

I did not care about the money and I did not care about material things I just wanted real love.

I wanted my parents to hug me and hold me tight.

I never called my dad "daddy" and I still do not lol

I call GOD Daddy but I call my dad Here Dad lol

My dad knows the difference and my dad and daddy love me lol

My mom is more of the tough lover she doesnt like me laughing or being happy lol I understand tho hmm well I try to because I do not know why someone would not want their child happy

Anyways I was a weird kid not like many.

I wanted a curfew and I wanted to be grounded.

I wanted my parents to punish me lol

But they did not

They gave me the liberty to do the things I wanted to do because they trusted in me.

I have always been a good girl and i school people adored me.

I always had it in my head that I wanted to be the best child for my parents ever

I wanted parents to wish they had me as their daughter and I wanted to be the best friend anyone could meet.

I never wish to wrong anyone.

I am just different compared to a lot of people

I have always been the one to defend the underdog or stick up for a person who was picked on

I went up against boys and girls

I did not like seeing someone getting pick on and I spoke up.

Any who I am a determined person and I do not dwell on sadness and I get out my cries and learn my lesson and move forward. I do not like to dwell in the past and I prefer being positive at all times. I have personally experienced how negativity can bring you down.

I am just different lol. I just love, that's it I like to get involved and I like to server people. I enjoy cleaning after people and I love playing with kids.

Karaoke is awesome :) <3 MAGIC MICS and Filipinos hahaahha kkk


more to come

(written from the heart unedited)

You might think this is not wise to just simply send something out without editing but understand that if I go back i would lose the essence of my conversation with you so no surprises k this is the truth just me being me)

Lots of love in Christ,

Stacey A. :) <3