Hello once more, my dear brothers and sisters in my Lord Jesus Christ. I have posted before that I do suffer from depression and OCD, both give me hollow feelings and plague me with intrusive thoughts and excessive worries, especially about God and Jesus, and my connection with them....
There has been one word that has kept popping into my mind, and has caused me much stress and to pray over and over for forgiveness for that.... That word would be "no". I have feared it meant like saying no to Jesus, which is something I do not want to do....I pray to Jesus over and over for forgiveness for that thought and ask to get rid of it, and to tell Him that I accept and love Him, and that He is my Savior, Lord, and Master, and say the Prayer for Salvation many times a day with a stained heart. I keep praying to also have Jesus keep me as His, no matter what..... despite how many times that thought keeps coming back....
I get so upset with this empty feeling in my heart and that awful word stuck in my head....I want Jesus to stay in my life and in my soul forever. I do not ever want Him to leave me. Am I just being all upset over nothing? I really belong to Jesus, right? Please help.
With Love in my Savior Jesus,
Cheyenne Moon Willow.
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