It's more than just the restroom fear...

There's also a fear I have some things that I know are demonic.

I'm teriffied of the evil spirit in the mirror....I don't even want to say the name on here. I want to be at peace. I've been tormented with this since 8th grade (yes, the infamous 8th grade yet again). Is there anything to calm down my yet anxious self again? I needed to finally get it out, I'm tired of keeping this in.

There's also another one. There's a story about it with a WV tower in, I think it's Olgaby park. I've seen the tower. I heard it when I was little. I wasn't really scared than, I'm terified now. I'm scared that if the name comes to mind...she'll hurt me bad.

It wouldn't be so bad if I had a brother or sister in Christ who understood what I meant that was with me when the name would come and was with me when the name popped into my head. That way...it's not as scary with a fellow believer there. Actually, if I was in a Spirit-filled church that'd be even better! I just don't want my parents to come and see me hurt...I wouldn't want them to find me in such a condition. I know a bad sin happens because of it...I tried to ignore it but it's there...a secret sin.

Forgive me if this all seems so childish. There's things that I've delt with before Jesus saved me and the problems didn't really leave...

Is there anyone with any compassionate, comforting words? I really need them right now for...well Jesus sees the terror that lives inside of me. I must be scared...my heart seems to be beating a little faster after I thought about this...