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Ok, thanks to everyone who's helped me open up and still helping me.

 

I'm tired of a condition I have...shy bladder.

 

I'm afriad I'll get made fun of. I'm afraid I'll be rushed (despite there's other stalls). I'm afraid I'll hear a knock...meaning "get out, it's my turn." To open the door and see the person's face...And if they wait they can see me since the doors have cracks...

 

:sighs: I want this fear to end. I want to take Jesus' hand and not be scared anymore.

 

For some reason...the fear is the reason faith is so difficult in this situation. And, this fear is one reason why I have trouble healing. It's possible I could start a healing process if this problem was gone. My heart may not even be as hardened if this problem leaves, it may soften.

 

I know it sounds silly. But, I'm afraid I'll get made fun of...To the average person would be thinking "No one will laugh". But, it's been put into my brain for so long that someone may laugh...I don't know how else to think.

 

It goes back to when I heard laughter that day in junior high...May God have mercy on them. She/they acted like I was stupid...talking to me like I was stupid. "What's your name? Do you even have a name?" Than I heard laughing...

 

I know I need to give my burden/s to Jesus....this stupid anxiety and fear is in the way...please pray. 

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Comment by feet breath on May 22, 2012 at 8:57pm

Brother Jasper, could you please pray? I think Jesus wants me to give Him this burden soon, praise God!

Comment by Jasper Andrew on May 20, 2012 at 4:37pm
Chrîstianity is a process of sanctification
Comment by feet breath on May 16, 2012 at 7:08pm


Thanks brother for trying to help. The Holy Spirit is showing me I can trust Him. Jesus will take me by the hand (Amy Grant's Thy Word is a comfort right now though to hear). Jesus will guide me home. And, if that means falling down (going through very difficult times such as this) He will pick me up. He knows why I have trouble and I know He's very compassionate. This situation is larger than it has been made known.

 

I'm not sure how to change...so I know I have to go to Jesus. His compassion is larger than this situation and my problem. He understands. He knows things about this situation I can't put into words right now too well.

Comment by Jasper Andrew on May 16, 2012 at 2:04pm
Whatever the bible says about your situation, confess it and live it, regardless of any doubt that satan may bring. E.g 2 Tim 1:7 says that God has not given us the Spirit of Fear, but of POWER, LOVE AND SELF CONTROL. So being so you should 1st) Repent meaning ask for forgiveness with a TOTAL CHANGE of attitude, thoughts, heart(1st John 1:7-9).(Galatians 5:1).. 2nd) always force your mind to accept the Truth that is in the bible,(2 corinthians 10:3-5, Hebrews 12:c).. Read also Romans 8:31. Renouncing fear always.
Comment by feet breath on May 14, 2012 at 4:46pm

I want to... How do I choose...

Comment by Jasper Andrew on May 14, 2012 at 4:10pm
bro. Get out of that circle man, and CHOOSE Not to fear but Trust GOD.. The very choice is yourz but the devil only wants you to see Fear. When you actualy have GOD in you. Even a pastor wouldnt be succesful in his laying hands of you, if ye didnt decide to be courageous...
Comment by feet breath on May 14, 2012 at 10:43am

I know I don't have a strong faith...this fear is bondage. I don't want to fear anymore. I want to just get on with my life and not be scared...Something just seems to happen when I hear footsteps or hear people talking...or when the fear comes "It could be any moment...

 

When I was in elementary I don't remember even caring...it started in junior high.

Comment by Jasper Andrew on May 14, 2012 at 12:54am
Fear is lack of faith, Faith is ASSURANCE of sthng even if the ENVIRONMENT says otherwise. Its TRUSTING in An understanding without considering the lies that sorround you, and Its GODS PEACE that gives you the confidence to pursue sthng (Phillipians 4:6-7, Colossians 3:15-16)..for starters sin is bondage, fear is a bondage for fear is sin but repentance And cleansing of Christs gives you freedom in your heart and soul but you would need to continously read the scriptures, meditate and Confess them. aligning every thought opposite the scripture to go according to scripture. .
Comment by feet breath on May 12, 2012 at 9:16pm

There's still a problem...I should have put it. I physically can't go (unless there's extreamly rare occasions) when I'm scared. I want to but the fear...Honestly, I'm probably hurting myself physically because of it...

 

There was one occasion. There was a girl from special ed in the restroom at school. I wasn't scared because I knew I wouldn't be judged (although I was scared another time with someone from special ed).

 

Jasper, a leap of faith? Ok... Jesus healed people back than. Well, I hope He can heal my condition...

 

God bless you 

Comment by Jasper Andrew on May 12, 2012 at 8:58pm
although its not in all situations but what you dont know wont hurt you. See fear is an emotion and we only need TRUTH to surpress it. (2 Timothy 2:7).. Everyone struggles bro, but take a leap of faith, the CHOICE is yourz. Not Gods or your friends but YOURS.. God bless you

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