I want them to know...

Next month on the 29th, Jesus will have saved me three years ago.

I don't know how to explain to so many people...my parents and uncles for example. I feel like I'm in some kind of box. The moment He saved me I didn't run to my parents and shout that Jesus gave me eternal life!

I can't really bring up a topic unless someone mentions about it first. That's why I haven't blurted out that Jesus gave me eternal life to my loved ones. That's how I've been like my whole life. If someone didn't start talking about it I wouldn't. That's why it's been so hard to tell my parents while growing up if something scared me or if I was hurt. It's like I'm trapped within myself. And if a topic would get brought up but the person was angry and only wanting to say something negative [like one of my uncles for example] I'd keep my mouth shut.

This song inspired me to post this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBKr7gUY1Mo