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I so want to see Jesus...I want to cry in His arms.

I need a miracle. I think I'm getting panic attacks. So much has been kept inside. I have like 18 years of flashbacks that has been bundled up. Things started when I was like 3...I have a few flashbacks from the age of 2 but that's not when the pain started [unless there's something I don't remember/unless I was scared mentally because the neighbor in the yellow dress yelled out her door at us].

I don't know if I've forgiven them. I don't want to hold any grudges...I want this pain to go away.

I've been dealing with mental pain most of my life. Some I've my life I've been dealing with spiritual pain [like atleast for the last 6 years]. And I've had alot of physical pain. I'm teriffied of going to a doctor though... :-(

Forgive me for any confusion or if my words are jumbled up...alot is just happening right now.

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Comment by feet breath on April 23, 2013 at 7:39pm: The Holy Spirit has eased my anxiety. And He will help me take care of those flashbacks.

I'm not panicing now, He's calmed my anxious heart. Thank you for your prayers.

Comment by feet breath on April 23, 2013 at 6:44pm: Thank you sister for your prayers.

Things were fine up until like, not last Sunday, but the Sunday before that. I didn't feel well. I haven't ever since. Now I'm agitated so easily...I feel like crying. I don't want to say what's wrong because I know the rules on the forum. Anyways,all this anxiety helps bring on flashbacks.

I so want to see Jesus...I want to cry in His arms.

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