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I'm a failure,I'm a distraction...
I'm sorry everyone. I'm a failure. I'm a stumbling block to the Body of Christ.
If I say something to my mom I'm really putting this family,including her, at such a big risk.
Wounds open. How can I excpect to heal from a wound when it's just going to open up again? I try to heal but than it just gets torn open again. What's the point in even trying to heal anymore? What's the point of healing when the pain will just come back again?
I'm a failure...what have I really done for Jesus? People are looking forward to the rapture. They're so excited. What am I? A distraction! Going online and asking for help...telling how I feel...people's got better things to read than my venting.
Have you ever had a hard time reading things because your vision is effected because of the tears...I've probably grieved the Holy Spirit so much...
I'm one big glob of a mess. I wonder if when I see Jesus, if He will be highly disappointed.
I'm such a distraction...my problems and I are stumbling blocks!
Guilt-fear-confusion-anxiety-when's the suffering going the come to an end? Why would anyone even care about a worm like me...
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Comment by feet breath on June 21, 2012 at 8:57am
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I'm sorry I'm not allowed in chat
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I don't know how this could never bother me...
By the way, how can I know if I hurting the Body of Christ...am I hurting Jesus...
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That's part of the problem sister. Wounds heal but than they get torn open again...I'm reminded of the past and have to relive fear.
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No way. I'm not greater than Paul. I'm not even as great as a worm let alone Paul...
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Well, by what I read in the email...
I don't think I should show it Char. I don't want to get into trouble on this forum by showing an email and possibly getting banned.
I don't want to be mad at them. Move past it? It just makes me wonder who else am I hurting in the Body and I don't realize it...
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So, that makes me wonder. Who else am I a stumbling block to as well? If I stop going online and do stuff like blogs...I think my heart is hardened now? Well, that will make it even worse...much worse.
I'm sorry you have to have me as a sister. And, yeah I looked at some of that link...but if I know I caused hurt to the brothern than how can I be sure it's nt true?
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Let me try to explain. I was on another forum. I'm now banned...I was too much of a distraction. They're busy watching for the rapture. So, am I...but I also was trying to try and find help for some very big problems. Well, I'm banned...I was taking their eyes off of Jesus...
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I know the other brothern...they do such much for Jesus. Do I? It doesn't seem like it...maybe Jesus will let me sweep in Heaven the streets of gold. That way I'm of use. Hopefully, He will use this stumbling block, me, for His sake...
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I know Satan wants me to be unforgiving towards the brothern and mad all on account of something that happened on another forum...Abba give me strength...
I hurt so much, I don't feel the pain as much anymore. Between my past keeps coming back,my fear,guilt,sorrow,dread,the JW's...I don't feel the pain very much now; that's how numb I've grown. I feel like crying...good thing I should be going to go to bed soon...Inside I feel numb. I just want to go be with Jesus. It's just too much anymore.
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