I'll go for broke...

Earlier I read something and shared apart of myself I was not going to share.  But here I am so I'll go for broke.   The person I most idenitify most w/ in the Bible is Jonah.  I know what it is like to have God what you to do something yet, you know when you do what will happen.     

When Christians turn on you, it is devesting.  When it happens to many times well, for me I have just turned off.  I thought I would be able to share more but, not to be dramatic but.  I would like to say however, to all those who are able to share vulnerable feelings.  I admire your courage.  I have been fortunate, not to have

fear of many things.  Yet, I will share my biggest fear.  That is fear of man.  Please there is nothing between these lines.  I don't lie, mince words about myself.  I just can't share anymore, but if I don't do this much not sure I ever will.  Thanks  (And to be totally honest I'm doing this in obedience)