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I feel like I'm going to cry...

I feel like I'm going to cry...I just happened to run across my cousion,Teisha on FB. We're not friends and she doesn't even know I seen. I was looking at her pictures and updates since she is family and I haven't seen her in a long time. I found out she is gay. And some how I stumbled upon looking at another girl's profile after looking at my cousion's. Marshadiez [I have no idea how to spell her name,think of the car on how to pronounce her name]. We talked in junior high although I think later on she ended up being one of the bullies. She's gay,too now. :(

I feel like I'm going to cry. Here I hold a picture of her and me. She was just a young girl,maybe not even a teen yet. I was only 3 months. I just recently came home though because I spent like the first three months in two hospitals because I was born premature [one in where I was born and than I had to go to the one in town]. Anyways,she was holding me at grandma's apartment. That was June of 92. It's now July 2013. It's been a month and 21 years since that photo was taken. She had a blue thing in her hair,I was in a blanket with pink booties and a pink outfit. She was asleep.

I know life naturally changes,I just didn't ever expect that to happen to my cousion...

And here's another picture I'm looking at...April of 93. It was Easter,we were both dressed up,her in a blue outfit and me in a purple one. She posed beside me as I sat on my big Easter Bunny toy. We were sitting on grandma's couch. I know a lot has happened within that time period...my grandma has since passed away [May 2005],we don't ever get to see family anymore. It's been extremely rare to see any of them ever since grandma has died. I just never expected my cousion to turn gay.

Forgive me if I'm going on a rant or whatever right now. My heart is just broke. Add to that I seen in one of her pictures,she did an odd body movement that I don't know if would be allowed to be even mentioned...I remember back in high school I had a friend,Tiffany,who did that with another girl. Tiff. said she was a Christian. But if that was a sign she was gay,does that mean she didn't know Christ? I don't want to seem like I'm judging her salvation. It just really concerns me. Ever since I seen Teisha do that in her picture I had a flashback of Tiffaney doing it...

Forgive me if it seems like I'm ranting. My heart is just breaking right now,I feel like I'm going to cry.

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Comment by feet breath on July 22, 2013 at 12:08pm: Aw,thank you for your prayers,sister.

Praying your friend finds Jesus.

Comment by feet breath on July 20, 2013 at 8:52pm: Thank you sister. :-)

Comment by feet breath on July 20, 2013 at 5:22pm: I'm glad I finally got that off of my chest. It took time for it to finally settle in.

And I realize it's July of 2013 and not June 92 or April 93. It just hurts...And since time is so short...this is just a reminder from the Holy Spirit. This is the present and time is very short. The rapture is near and people need Jesus.

I feel like I'm going to cry...

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