I am Happy

God could be the only reason for my happiness this year. Most of my dreams looks like they are lost in a sudden storm.

From the age of 7 atleast I wanted to become a scientist. After my bachelor's degree due to family situations I had to move to a different city for work. I planned to continue my education through correspondence only to find I cannot do that. Anyways I studied MBA for two years but could not write two semester exams due to job pressure.I returned home last year after 4 long years in bangalore. Started Masters in Physics. Due to lack of money and time and lot of pain in my heart I have discontinued my studies.

Coming January I will be completing one year of silence with some one. Something he did I cannot accept. And forgiving him without he asking for it is no more an option, since I have done it a lot too many times and it made him more harder and made him think that by using abusive words he can do anything.God knows if he will ever change or not.

Some friends have departed me , some gave me bitterness, some gave me few sleepless nights and sorrows.

Business I started with a good purpose and prayers is going in loss and about to shut down probably today or tomorrow.Some say God have a different purpose in it.

But inspite of all this God is speaking to me through some one or ther other, with His Wordsin email, chat, cell phone text messages, chursh sermons. God is showing me Jeremiah 29:11

Please continue to pray for the Mobile school Project for the street children, I may get the response form the sponsors on or after 15 Dec.Bless you all !!!

With Loads opf Love,

Jayaseelan Samuel