I want to tell you all today..
how I found God
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How He found me.
I lived a life full of sin from the youngest age I remember, my life was filled with three lives in one
two very bad ones and one very lonely one
with not many who loved me
I was an outcast my whole life
in my relatives and cousins
I was never accepted for who I was
I felt so alone so scared
I lived in a life of fantasy that devoured my childhood with problems that adults usually have. I was ten when I felt affections towards the opposite sex, I knew how to make someone want me at such a young age, I realized how lonely I was, I tried
filling that gap with love from men
and friends that I didn't get at home enough
This left me weak
in mind body and spirit, I had a compulsive obsessive disorder for many many years
15-17 years, I am going to be 20 this year.
I try every day to put my past behind me
which is pretty much like burying someone you love and that
happens
to be my childhood...
I mourn for the lost time, that I now try to make up for
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It is for the likes of us that Christ had to go through the humiliation of dying on the cross, sinless though He was. He died for ALL our sins, big or small if ever there is such sins as gig or small.
I used to be so ashamed of the person I was before I came to know about His great love. Now that I have gotten hold of Him, I'll cling tightly onto Him and never let Go. Now all I want is to walk and talk with Him on this journey of faith and hope.
Now that I know Him nothing matters any more, He is the only One whose friendship I wouldn't like to lose!
Let's continue to support and pray for each other.
God bless us all.
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