Hardest Yet Best Decision Ever

When I was still in the crooked path,
I never had experienced peace.
Peace of mind that I always longed for.
My life was at a loss,
it hadn't have a bright direction.
Although there was quite a light
yet it seemed dismal.
I didn't know myself.
I tried to search for my own identity
but I failed no matter how I strove.
Had I been a resident of darkness,
loneliness was all I discerned.
Self-centered had I become,
as if I was the most special human
living on this fallen world.
I craved for more.
Materialism became my principle.
I turned away from Someone.
I blasphemed His name.
I embraced secularism.
I felt great about it.
I felt really excommunicated from holiness.
I was a wicked beast.
A fiendish creature.
Casting out iniquities in Satan's name.
Eventually when I was at peak of wickedness,
I pitied myself.
I felt the heavens were condemning me.
My conscience was screeching at me,
saying find your way out!
I was then alarmed.
Got someone to disclose this trepidation.
He was my dad the Creator used as His instrument.
He told me not to blame Him or anyone.
I listened attentively,
I cried....cried and cried...
Until I didn't see my dad anymore.
A voice was then speaking to me..
It has always been so gentle...
like the breeze of sea...
Read my Book..Read my Book...Read my Book..
I stopped for a while..
I looked for that book,
I really didn't know what book the voice
was telling me.
Till I found a little one..
I opened and read those tiny letters.
And one day rousing from sleep,
I was seeking for Him.
The reason was unknown.
My heart became tender.
I was yearning for His love.
He transformed me into something
I never thought I would be.
And at last I experience peace.
Peace that no one else can give us,
Peace that transcends all understanding..
Peace that comes from God
And now I am declaring myself
As a new creation of God!
In Jesus Name!