God give me control over my anger.

God I really need control over my anger. I talk so badly to my mom. And then I do realise. Its not like I don't realise. But I don't want to put my anger on her. She don't deserve it. Nor do anyone's parents. Parents are the only one that can give you so much love that nobody can give except God. My mom and dad loves me so much and I don't wanna lose them by my bad behaviours. Every second of my life,I fear that I would lose them. But that second I take God's name and I believe Him and nothing bad happens to my parents. God,Jesus and my mom and dad are my life. Without them my life is just a vain,without any meaning. Please be with me forever. Amen