God forgive me.

God i don't know what to write today. Evrything is so messed up. My mind can't think straight now. Nobody is doing the right thing. Everybody is so passionate about suicides. My brother died from suicide and now my sister too died from suicide. I don't know what to think right now. Why is suicide so interesting? Why everybody loves suicide? Is it so interesting? Many people loves staying alive. Some are fighting for their life. Some are in life support machine doing their best to decieve death. And some her fighting their best to defeat cancer. But very less survives this. And here are some cowards who loves to keep their family sad and leave this earth to make their family suffer without giving a proper reason for their death. God why the earth consists of so evil things? Why do people don't understand the meaning of life? God has given you your life and God gonna decide when to take you. You are no one to decide your death. Just i hate it so much. God give support to my family. Protect them. They are fragile now and they need Your help so much. Love You God. Amen..