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Comment by feet breath on May 23, 2012 at 7:06am

All yeah I forgot a very importent part, brother forgive me.

 

What really helped me was asking people for prayer http://www.allaboutgod.net/group/thenetprayerroom

That was extreamly importent in  my healing. So, prayer works. And if you need any prayer there's prayer warriors in different time zones on prayeret (24 hours a day prayer). It's a group to join. They'd be more than happy to pray for you and help you in your walk with Jesus.

Comment by feet breath on May 23, 2012 at 6:57am

Brother, you can be sure of your salvation. Read John 10:9  http://bible.cc/john/10-9.htm

 

King James Bible I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture.

 

This seems like it could really help http://www.christiananswers.net/q-dml/dml-y005.html

 

You don't have to fear for perfect love casts out fear  

http://bible.cc/1_john/4-18.htm

King James Bible There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.

 

Brother, I can relate to numbness. If you look at  my past blog posts alot of them deal with fear, bring numb and stuff like that. The Holy Spirit is pacient. He will help you get through anything you're faceing, I'm proof of that. Alot of my posts/blogs are depressing, I've told alot about my life. Now He's slowly but surely helping me to heal. If He will help me than He will surely help you.

 

You'd rather sin? That's your flesh that wants to do the sinning. http://bible.cc/galatians/5-17.htm 

King James Bible For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.

 

But, here's good news, read 1 Cointh. 10:13 and James 4:7 . http://bible.cc/1_corinthians/10-13.htm and http://scripturetext.com/james/4-7.htm

 

King James Bible There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

 

King James Bible Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

 

Here's another scripture on the flesh

http://bible.cc/galatians/5-16.htm

King James Bible (Cambridge Ed.) This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.

 

I hope that helps.

 

In Christ,

feetbreeze

Comment by brandon soileau on May 23, 2012 at 12:38am

I just wanted to thank you both for your comments and help. I need Christian fellowship more now than ever. I am truly scared for my eternal future. I want so bad to live for God, whole-heartedly, but I have a lot of days where I am so numb-feeling that nothing tends to faze me, and though I care about my relationship with God, I would rather just neglect it and live an easy life of sin. I need you guys, and everyone on this site. My job schedule doesn't always allow for me to be in church, which is why I need a strong support-channel. Chris, you are in my prayers, and I am glad to hear that your trial that you faced recently has concluded.

Comment by a servant (Chris) on May 22, 2012 at 10:50am

Brandon, my Brother you got me here a long time ago, and from that I have been Blessed so much since.  It seems like this verse I have shared a number of times today.  Matt 15:10-11  10 Then Jesus called to the crowd to come and hear. “Listen,” he said, “and try to understand. 11 It’s not what goes into your mouth that defiles you; you are defiled by the words that come out of your mouth.”  Brother it is always a heart thing.  He know and sees our heart.  We must know our Heart is the key to so many things.  We will speak from our heart, our actions will show our heart.  Now I have done what you speak of a long time ago.  So I understand how we can feel we let Jesus down Again and again.  The Truth however is, He knows our heart.  Even when we mess up, He Loves us.  Brandon you do need to chose a life to serve God, or one that you serve yourself.  I believe you have a Good heart to God.  You are honest and true to God and to others about what you do.  This shows a trust in God, it shows a belief and desire to live for Him.  The world offers false hope and broken promises.  You Know God offer True Hope and a Trust that we can hold on to.  At some point when we are at the bottom or where ever, we must fall to our knees and humble ourselves before Him.  And lean more to Him then to any other.  I see a good heart, but still a desire to live for yourself.  Like all of us you must chose one, and then do not get caught up in "all the rules."  It is our heart that we must give to Him.  And, know after that He has our heart.  Then as we are Thankful for all He has done and still does for us.  We then begin to change how we behave.  I believe you will make the chose to serve Him as never before, and realize the world offers Death in the end.  I do Pray for you still my Brother.

Comment by feet breath on May 22, 2012 at 8:55am

Brother, we can be sure of our salvation (that doesn't mean Satan won't lie and say you're not saved, because he will). For, well think of it this way. Where is your salvation rested upon? Not saying a prayer, commandment keeping or even good works. If the answer is our Rock, Jesus Christ, and Him alone than we can be confident because our salvation couldn't be in better hands.