Dealing with some many obsticles

For the past few weeks it has been hard. Seems like the devil is really playing on my heart. My emotional roller coaster has been having its ups and downs. But yet I am still keeping my prayers strong and trying to keep my focus of getting close to God. My relationship is going down south and not doing good. I have been told he is starting to hate me. He do not look at me, holding me. I have been there for this person from day one and have poured my all in to trying to make things work. My heart is really breaking and I feel sometimes I am being punished for how I treated others in my past. I just will keep in my prayer that God will help me through these tough times, Please pray for me I need all i can get.