Broken

As a broken person where do I begin?

Life's road is like walking on glass, there's so much pain.

I know I belong to Christ, but why does He seem so far away? Probably because of sin. Sin that deeply grieves me.

My soul is filled with sorrow. Am I a hinderance to the body of Christ? What is my purpose?

I was down in a valley, well I fell into a ditch.

My sight is blinded for now I see so much heartache.

Jesus sees this situation/s I'm in. I'm weak....I wonder if I've helped atleast one person. Has God used me to make a difference in atleast one person's life?

In the few years that I've lived (compared to some people's age,like 60 or 70, I've barely lived) God has watched over me. Jesus thank You for what You've done for me...

I've backslid, He's picked me back up. He's helped me/helping me to overcome the fear of flying bugs like bees/wasps,planes and drowning/being put in the water. Jesus thank You...

Please Lord whatever You get out of my life use it for Your sake, and to help others. I don't care much about myself. But, as long as I'm used for Your sake and to help others...let Thy will be done. As long as that happens...well I'm looking forward to going home. I'll be with You and the pain will end. My life is a grivienous upon myself.

Have I hurt anyone on AAG? If so whoever I've hurt please, your sister in Christ asks for forgiveness.

Jesus, what is my purpose? You've saved my life so many times...

Lord, I'm at Your mercy. Do whatever You wish to me...

As, a sit here listening to Amy Grant's "Thy Word" on an online music station and eating a Hershey's candy bar...Lord I'm only human. Why do I seem so alone?

I can't make it happen...it's up to Jesus. Does anyone think that I may get to see Him soon? I've heard a couple instances that He's appeared to people. I want to see Him so much. To hear His voice...To hear "I love you child, I'm with you." To actually hear the voice of Jesus...To be comforted by Him, to be held by Him. I want to be held by Him like a little child.

I seem so hopeless...