i can't believe how hard it is for me to express my religion at work. i think it's because i lived such a non-christian life before and they all know about that one. it would seem wierd to them that i suddenly made a complete 180. and the last thing i want/need is tension from my co-workers. i don't want to be known as the bible-thumping-christian-psycho-lady.
People at work don't talk or act the same way i do now and it can be akward. last night some guy made a mention of "was jesus gay since he hung around men all the time?" i'm ashamed because all i could do was stare at him. i didn't know if i should counter it with something "religious" or make my answer sound "historical". i was dumb founded.
i realize now how much i need this site and my church. my co-workers are the only people i "see" every day. my life is usually family and work. i don't have time to socialize in "real life". i desperately need christain fellowship.
and my last "gripe": why do their jokes always have to be vulgor and sexual in nature? if i profess my faith things will get really weird in that area. "don't say that around her. she's christian and has no sense of humor anymore."
just one more battle to add to my list.....
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