I have tried to let go of all unwanted lifestyle of my past and try to live a life worthy of a child of God; all except this one which keeps popping out every now and then - anger. I know the book of James 1 : 19 - 20 says "... be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to get angry" but when I'm overwhelmed with work, the story is different. I get so easily irritated and angry at the least provacation and make utterances that I regret later. Although I apologise for these outbust, I remain with this guilt for days.
These outbusts occur once in awhile and I am so worried about it. The Lord was sacrificed for my sins and any time I burst out in anger I feel so guilty and feel He is being crucified over and over again by my outbursts.
Dear brothers and sisters, I've been praying about it and would like you all to remember me in your prayers. I feel I am a hipocrite because how can I love God and yet can't tolerate a neighbour or a colleague who is ignorant. I sincerely want to follow in the footsteps of my Lord but I always fall short of what is expected of me as His child.
I pray that the Lord would help me to overcome. I try so hard not to hurt anyone's feelings but that is what happens when I get angry. I know that this thorn ; my weakness can be removed with God's help because everything is possible with God.
Please help!
God bless you all.
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Dear friends, thanks for your support and prayers. I am hopeful that a problem shared is a problem solved. All your posts are boosters towards my progress in eliminating this "thorn in my flesh". Just so you know, I apologised and made up for yesterday's outburst. It felt so good. I thank God for this website, I don't feel alone any more. We may be miles apart physically, but the joy of it all is that we are so, so close spiritual. I pray that the good Lord will continue to bless you all abundantly. Amen!
Father God, I lift up my sister in the name of Jesus. Lord, she is desiring to live a life that glorifies you. I pray that the Holy Spirit would bring about change and give her tools to help her be victorious over this thorn in her flesh. In Christ name I pray. Amen
Thank you Amanda and Char, I have being trying so hard not to be angry, but sometimes I get so worked up and burst. I am glad to know you care about my situation and I am glad to be here. Your posts always make me feel much better and I know that with your prayers I'll overcome.
Thank you and God's blessings!
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