Maritza R. Rios's Blog (6)

I may not be the smartest, the most knologeble of God's children and I have done my shear of wrong doings but I just so not understand why must my children have to pay for my sins. Why must they have to pay for the my foolish choices I have mad. All I am asking is for a little bit of help here that is all. I know that once my economic hardship has passed and I am back on my feet I will be able to stay our of economic troubles I may not be perfect and I may not be ever one of those who…

I know that at times I must sound as if I am not thankful for all that I have received from the Lord. Well I am very thankful and grateful for all that I have received all the good and the bad. Yes I say thanks for the bad too because if it had not been for those bad choices or bad outcomes I would have never known how grate and how big is God's love. But there are just times when I am just sad and feel as if there is no hope for my and the thing that pains me the most is that my children…

Have you ever wonder why no matter what you do to try to live a life that will be pleasing to God but nothing seems to go your way???     Well that is how I feel I have tried my very best to live a life that God asks me to live. I have been though quit a bit these past three years and I know that I have not been very true to what the Lord wants me to be but I just do not understand why my  children must pay for my mistakes for my sins. Why must my children pay for what I have done.  They are…

I guess that is the question that we all ask each and every day “Why God?” and lately I have been asking myself that same question. Why it is the more we try to do things according to the Lord we always end up more turned and confused then before. I for one am tiered of hearing put all your troubles in God’s hands and let him take all your sorrows always and only let the love of Christ our Lord feed your heart and soul. But I still cry out Why God? Why if it is so simple to just leave…

This week did not start out so great or so I thought I was feeling a little sad after seeing my husband sense I asked him to leave. He seemed so cold and almost as if he did not care that our marriage would soon be over on paper. At first when he received the papers he was upset and angry but I guess once he got a chance for it to really sink in he just does not care. That just made me feel even surer that what I have done we no longer had a marriage we did not have a home any more.  Just as…

For some time now I have been trying to heal my broken heart. It has been about five months now sense I found out that my husband of 14 has been cheating. He has not shown any signs that he is willing to save our marriage and the only thing that he has said is that I should get use to it he is not ending his affair and I tried to leave that I would not be able to force him to support me and our three children. I have been praying that God softens his heart and opens his eyes to see that his…