Toya T Blackston's Blog (4)

This fight that has entered my life is starting to win. My battle face has been on but the hope in my heart is giving out. I'm tired I'm ready to let go. theirs really no fight left in me. i need peace .

For the past few weeks it has been hard. Seems like the devil is really playing on my heart. My emotional roller coaster has been having its ups and downs. But yet I am still keeping my prayers strong and trying to keep my focus of getting close to God. My relationship is going down south and not doing good. I have been told he is starting to hate me. He do not look at me, holding me. I have been there for this person from day one and have poured my all in to trying to make things work. My… Continue

Everyday is starting to be more challenging then the next. I am turning to God and hoping that some releif will come my way. My relationship is still on rocky paths. I feel like everything i am doing is wrong. I feel like i am out to please everyone but my self... It is becoming to the point I want to give up. I am trying to focus on the positive though I have encountered so much negative I am really trying to out weight the good and focus on my over all happiness. It seems that my love one… Continue

Right now I am going through trials in my life that I am learning once again how to put my faith and Trust in God. I am trying to do what it takes to keep face and learn to love my self and turn to the lord for his guidance. I am battling trying to save my relationship and family. I am trying to stay focus on the task in hand and let the lord take over all that I hold dear. It has been a roller coaster and I am so dearly trying to keep hope that the person I am in love with will see and know… Continue