Lost soul's Blog (2)

I have my good days and my bad days as most ... I have a huge financial burden on my shoulders I keep hoping and praying this burden would get lifted it's been 3 years now and still I'm suffering... I am always thankful and greatful but I've been trying to find myself so maybe I can find something I'm good at and possibly make a profit to help with this financial burden ...3 years later I'm still a lost soul trying to find my purpose in life if any..

I allowed and overlooked many issues in a relationship and ended up with a child the guy then left me after having his child and I've been filled with nothing but hatred and pain and even though a year later I am in a much different place I struggle to move on as he is enjoying life while Everytime I turn around its more bills or something happening I feel like I'm getting punished all the time which it should be him suffering I do sometimes wonder if the little faith I have is almost gone