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Rebuilding Old Ruins in Christ Jesus

"And they shall rebuild the old ruins,

They shall raise up the former desolations,…

"13 I was right on the cliff-edge, ready to fall, when God grabbed and held me [Psalm 118:13, The Message]."

Rage-filled and loathing self, I was in a battle and determined to destroy myself. Not the self. My entire being. I did not know Christ within me, the Hope of glory! In my own eyes, I was evil. Unable to control my temper, ashamed, and drowning in a sea of self-created guilt and pity, I wanted out. I stepped to the precipice…