Christa's Blog – December 2009 Archive (4)

Yes that is true, so many of us let hate fill our lives and let history been in the present time that you can't figure out where are you exactly.



I was as young child been molested by a uncle of mine, and I "hate" him for that, and I find it out when I was been treated for stress after a nervous breakdown, which I thought was my husband who put me there.



Yes my husband had lots of affairs and I was always feeling out, like "he didn't love me" or "why should he love me"… Continue

That is a very simple question someone would say, but if you think about it for a moment, you read some of the friends profiles, maybe some of the friends bloggs, and then you realise that all of them included me was going through a difficult time and you can hide it like in one movie play "Hide and Seek" about it, but while you read and saw the other person to whom they all chatting are seriously looking for a answer and just one day, if you go to your knees and seriously speak to God you'll… Continue

I asked God..



I asked God to do away with my vices

God said no

They are not there for me to take them away. They are there for you to resist them



I asked God to complete my body

God said no

Your spirit is complete, your body is only temporary



I asked God to give me patience

God said no

Patience is a byproduct of difficulties. It is not given but learned



I asked God to give me hapiness

God said no

I give… Continue

I am sitting today and think about my friends and realise that what is a world without a friend, and then I know that if there were no friends in my life it will be boring, because if I had something to say I quickly pick up the phone and call them, if my heart is broken, there is my friend, and even if I don't feel like talking they understand.



I read the book of John, and there it is stated that John give his best friend to God to join God as decipels, and that he truly loved his… Continue