Ashley Nicole's Blog – November 2010 Archive (7)

on a day when everything could have been so different I am blessed to say I stand strong and determined to make my dreams come true. My 21st birthday is on a sunday. that means something to me. That means on the day the rest of the world is our getting drunk celebrating being so called legal I want to spend it dedicating my life to lord apoligizing for my sins and moving on from my past. This is a day That the lord deserves. My way of saying thank you for not giving up on me. while i continue… Continue

Today i lost my car but the lord spared my life. My family has been amazingly supportive and has even supprised me. I am so blessed on this day and two weeks after becoming a christian I am so glad to say I am

A friend told me that once u accept christ into your life you face tests. i dont feel like today was a test of my faith but a test of myself and my skills as an individual. after driving my first car for close to 45000 in 3 years I had the be all end all accident today and it was totaled out by an F-150. Im ok but my heart is crushed. I feel like ive lost everything well the key 2 everything. Im unable to drive to work or school although the furthest thing from my brain is driving. Im not…

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dose anyone else have trouble staying friends with people who dont live the christian life? I have friend that are living the worldly life and im really getting tired of it... what should I do?

i feel like in this week ive never felt so good but its been so hard turning away old ways of thinking and acting I hope to do twice as good next week and keep getting better after that.

so it has been a few days now and i still feel awesome! its like i joke differently and even things others talk about around me im not imbarressed or scared to say i dont agree or its not ok. My friends know about the change im making and this choice to not live with out the lord as the main part of my life. They have been very supportive and i feel even more blessed for it. I feel calm yet excited I also met a new cousin today and she was so ... awesome she was kind sweet… Continue

so to who ever reads this you should know that im the worst speller in the world but that im working on it and i also realised today that i cant live without the lord being apart of everything i do anymore. So i feel and believe i because a christian today : ) and i love it. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted. Im very scared to mess up but im trying and either way i cant do this alone and im so glad to say loud and proud I love the lord and i know he loves me!