Feet breath's Blog – October 2013 Archive (2)

I'm tired of being afraid to tell my parents my testimony.

I just don't know what to do. I remember how upset mom was when I told her I was suicidal when I was in 8th grade. That's one reason why I've been afraid to tell my testimony. I'd have to tell my parents I wanted to commit suicide. I'd be even worse if they some how found out I tried to atleast one time in 8th grade.

Ok,I'm going to be honest here. My parents barely know me. I've been keeping things…

I remember I've been told by mom not to ever cry in front of anyone. Her uncle taught her that it makes you look weak.

Is that true? I guess that plays a role in why I have had trouble feeling pain. I've been afraid I'd disobey mom if I cried in front of others.

And I need to say something else to rid me of this burden. I need to finally get this off my chest. I remember in 11th grade for some reason I had a bad case of stuttering. My mom thought I needed a nut…