Toya T Blackston's Blog – August 2009 Archive (2)

Everyday is starting to be more challenging then the next. I am turning to God and hoping that some releif will come my way. My relationship is still on rocky paths. I feel like everything i am doing is wrong. I feel like i am out to please everyone but my self... It is becoming to the point I want to give up. I am trying to focus on the positive though I have encountered so much negative I am really trying to out weight the good and focus on my over all happiness. It seems that my love one… Continue

Right now I am going through trials in my life that I am learning once again how to put my faith and Trust in God. I am trying to do what it takes to keep face and learn to love my self and turn to the lord for his guidance. I am battling trying to save my relationship and family. I am trying to stay focus on the task in hand and let the lord take over all that I hold dear. It has been a roller coaster and I am so dearly trying to keep hope that the person I am in love with will see and know… Continue