August 2013 Blog Posts (75)

 I work in a sometimes hostile environment. A place where you make good money that comes with a price. Working 12 hour shifts where you rotate days and nights can wreck havoc on your system and sleep pattern. There are days where I will be up 30 hours straight. My marriage was pretty rocky before I had God in my life. Once I was born again and I put all of who I am into the Lords hands the better my life has become. I never asked Him for things. I just asked for wisdom on how to…

I feel like there's a monster after me. A monster from a long time ago. I have felt this way for who knows long but it isn't easy to hide that from myself anymore.

I don't know what happened. I just sense something really evil happened when I was younger and I witnessed it.

I drew and colored a picture of that fragment of my memory...it just filled me with anger. The memory is too hard to talk about from what I remember. I just want to cry! 

I…

I do Prison Ministry nearly every day. It amazes me how hungry these people are. I get such a up liftment sharing with them. Is there any one else who is doing this that belongs to this site.I have been doing this now for just over a month

“Have no love for the world, nor the things that the world affords.” 1Jn.2:15

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Ok,I have memory block. But I keep sensing something very bad happened a very long time ago and I witnessed it.

It's like I can feel something very evil that happened but it was something my mind blocked out. I can still feel something not being right and I witnessed whatever it was. It's so intense it makes me feel like crying.

I really needed that off of my chest because it is bothering me greatly.

Forgive me if this makes someone stumble. I know I'm a stumbling block.

I'm so confused. There's people who say it's possible to loose your salvation. Well,than I can't go to Heaven because there's no way I can keep myself saved.

I'm a disgrace to God and to the body of Christ. Why do I even exist?

There's people who have in the past treated me like I'm the lowest person on this planet. I've got treated like that even after I graduated…

 I was reading the book of Revelations (applications bible) came aceoss a part explaining how enthusiastic one is in the beginning of their faith. I remember this quite well. And then came the lulls because I didn't know how to pursue. I often got scared because I thought I lost that zest for pursuing God's message. I found out that the pursuit of knowledge will result in the outcome of enthusiasm. I don't remember ever praying to God to never make my journey boring. I do know that during…

Ever consider that David was not God’s first choice for King? Saul was the first one chosen. Regardless of what people say about Saul, he was sent by God to Samuel as an answer to the prayer of God’s people. YOU also are an answer to somebody’s prayer. David wasn’t the first choice – but he was the BEST choice.

God Has BetterIf you are serving under someone else, “whatsoever ye do, do it heartily as TO THE LORD, and not unto men.” (Col 3:22) work as if you were working…

I'm so excited! The Holy Spirit changed my life yesterday after reading chapter 7 in David Platt's "Radical". There was such grief knowing that there's so many dieing without ever hearing the gospel. And without the blood of Christ they can't go to Heaven.

Today my parents and I went out of town to shop. The first stop a Goodwill. I think dad stayed in the car a little while. I seen a Hindu lady and some others [the other two were children and I assume the other lady was Hindu,too]…

When tempted, no one should say, “God is tempting me.” For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone. James 1:13.

I have been hearing so much in the news big brother government is watching every thing I put online. I sure hope this is true. Because in my case I am always sharing the word of God, and telling people about Jesus the son of God. So at lest I know if they are watching. Someone is witnessing to them the love of God  daily.

P.S  If big brother government is truly watch,…

I know that someone needs to hear this today..... so i will share this.....



a while ago the Lord took me through Prov 31, for 6 months He would not let me read anything else, until one day i was on my face, in total despair and i said to the Lord i will never be this woman, and He said to me in that still small voice "I don't want you to strive to be like this..... This is how i see you, this is the potential i have put in your heart and when i look at you I don't…